This unemployed shit is already getting old...
I haven't put on an outfit besides sweatpants since Christmas Eve and I'm starting to wonder why I even drink coffee in the mornings.
The days are morphing into each other and I don't even care what time it is.
I keep coming up with plans and things to get done and yet they remain untouched.
The job search is stale because I'm either completely uninterested or I vomit a little when I see how much they pay.
I've lost all motivation and I can't seem to find where I put it...
I'm stuck.
I don't want to settle for another office job... but I'm not ready to work for a design firm.
I'm itching to start my own business... but lack of funds bring me to a halt.
I long to move back to Connecticut... but there are still too many roadblocks in the way.
Where do you go when you find yourself stuck in between?
You would think I would dabble in my love for design.... but I don't.
You would think I would keep this house ridiculously clean... but I don't.
You would think I would have the time to exercise... but I don't.
Am I destined to be a morbidly obese couch potato that has to be removed from her house with a crane?
Ugh... OK, enough whining.
Time to make some goals to accomplish TODAY only:
1. Eat a healthy breakfast
2. Finish the laundry
3. Do the dishes
4. Apply for 3 jobs
5. Get dressed up cute
6. Head to my sister's birthday party
7. Have a good time
8. Write down goals for tomorrow
(OK... *deep breath* ...I feel a little better now :)
What do you do when you get stuck?
I was in your shoes earlier this year. I hated not knowing what I was going to do next. But, here I am..I made it to the next stage (and it seemed like it took ages to get here, but it really didn't)! Just keep your chin up, keep making lists and be sure to have a little fun while you're not working. It makes it easier and you will be glad you did once you get YOUR next stage!
ReplyDeleteOh, so sorry to hear how you feel, but we've *all* been there at one point. The good news? Soon you'll be looking at this from the other side. The better news? You have the luxury of freedom and the necessity of circumstance to put on your resourceful pants and keep making lists (as said above) and push yourself to power through. It's not easy, but routines help and positive surroundings (people, pictures, maybe some tequila) definitely help!
ReplyDeleteGood luck! And if you ever need a "you can do it!" email drop me a line! :)
Girl, sometimes it just happens. I am here for you and I know how stinkin' strong you are. Times like these are when it's so important to take a deep breath and remember to "bloom where you are planted." If you're not in that fancy planter at the moment, it's OK. You may be for sale in a crummy planter at a yard sale... but girl, you're alive! You're beautiful! You have a man who cares for you! Now BLOOM--- and get those goals accomplished!
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate to being overwhelmed given the uncertainties. I approach the feeling in the same way - focus on a few things, take it day by day, and once I've calmed down and started feeling in control again, move on to the bigger tasks with a clear head! It'll all work out in the end.
ReplyDeletePS thanks for stopping by my blog!
Oh gosh, I know exactly how you feel! I've been unemployed for almost 12 months now and feel like the laziest student alive. :( My days go by so quickly though, which is strange considering how little I'm doing. To make unemployment a little more exciting I would recommend trying out as many new recipes as you can, even if you think you can't cook. I used to be a terrible cook but managed to master at least 20 new recipes this past year, so yay for free time! lol. Daily to-do lists are also a great help so I'd definitely continue with those! :)
ReplyDeleteFelicity. x
This is just a phase so just try and enjoy your time off while continuing to look for a job! I got laid off from my previous job about 3 years ago and I felt so helpless looking for another job but when I look back on it, it was a great time to get my life together and just enjoy a nice break from working. Before you know it you'll be back in a job! Good luck with the job hunt!!
ReplyDeleteThat's pretty much where I've been ever since graduating college.. It's rough, but you're definitely not alone. Best of luck.
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MacKensie
I am in the same boat right now. I really don't feel like working for a company that I don't absolutely love. I have applied for many places and gotten some leads but then zip nada. It is frustrating but use the time to set goals and follow your dreams. I know God has a purpose and a plan for everyone use this time to really figure out what and where you want to do! You are definitely not alone! Take it day by day.
ReplyDeleteI can so relate. I moved to a rural area after our wedding this year, and I've just kind of been floundering career-wise ever since. Keep your chin up! Something will work out.
ReplyDeleteSay to yourself, "I am an amazing graphic designer and I have a busy Etsy shop selling my designs." Then get to work making said shop. Start with digital wares - at 20 cents a listing, you have no more excuses not to start your own business. Once things are rolling, add paper wares to your shop and/or put out feelers for freelance jobs in your area. Unemployment is a blessing - it will force you to bootstrap your own business from the ground up rather than droning away in a corporate office somewhere.
ReplyDeleteWhen I feel stuck, I do what you just did -- I make lists. I find them really helpful.
ReplyDeleteThe other thing I do is sit down and brainstorm solutions to my problems. It's amazing what I come up with if I let my imagination run wild!
I don't know a whole lot about the graphic design field, but what about a paid internship? Or an entry-level position so there's not so much pressure?
Whatever you do, I know it'll work out. :)